Kaolin Fire with GUD Issues 0 through 5

kaolin fire presents :: writing :: poetry :: KAT3


"KAT3"

I can't believe it hurts this much
to know that you are gone.
I knew that this time I would be strong
and hurt not til you showed.
I can't believe it hurts this much
to know that you are gone.
I knew that this time I would be strong
and hurt not til you showed.
When you showed I'd feel the pain
and you'd turn it all to joy,
these months of separation
a fleeting memory
lost in bliss.

I find myself distracted now,
my life seems somewhat amiss.
I thought that I could handle this
but my free time comes to naught.
I find myself distracted now,
my life seems somewhat amiss.
I thought that I could handle this
but my free time comes to naught.
I don't want to be alone unless
alone is all I am,
but I've given you a part of me,
and you've given some of you,
and like attracts these burning pieces
yearning for eachother.
My undistracted moments are all taken by your
presence.
In my mind.

I hope that you are having fun,
and not feeling all these pangs.
A sunset perhaps in memory,
but hoping that you keep busy with your joys.
I hope that you are having fun,
and not feeling all these pangs.
A sunset perhaps in memory,
but hoping that you keep busy with your joys.
I feel that I am lonely now,
lost without your mind.
You've spoiled me for others, love,
they just can't think the way you do.
Their smiles mean nothing,
their passions are empty,
they are whims of amusement
paling next to you.

I'm drowning myself in poetry
emotions passing fast
not despair nor angst just fanciful loss
wishing you were near.
I'm drowning myself in poetry
emotions passing fast
not despait nor angst just fanciful loss
wishin you were near.
One day I know I'll see you smile
and feel your face again.
One day I'll hug you close to me
and then step back and dance.
I'll seek your soul, court it, love it
deep within your eyes.
I'll kiss your heart, caress your life,
bathe in your energies.
Taking a step back, I'll stare longingly at you and you at me.

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