Kaolin Fire with GUD Issues 0 through 5

kaolin fire presents :: thoughts :: suicide


I think I've moved beyond both physical and emotional suicides, though the latter is a bit more tenuous. "You can't hurt me if I can't feel the pain" is still fairly tempting. I'm doing my best to learn to appreciate the pains that are tossed my way, partially through exercise. I'm learning how to accept pain in better ways. I'm not succeeding all that well, but starting and sticking with are really all you can do in life, besides giving up.

I am soooo fake pre-loading this image so the navigation doesn't skip while loading the over state.  I know I could use the sliding doors technique to avoid this fate, but I am too lazy.