kaolin fire presents :: thoughts :: suicide

1999::Dec::15

I think I've moved beyond both physical and emotional suicides, though the latter is a bit more tenuous. "You can't hurt me if I can't feel the pain" is still fairly tempting. I'm doing my best to learn to appreciate the pains that are tossed my way, partially through exercise. I'm learning how to accept pain in better ways. I'm not succeeding all that well, but starting and sticking with are really all you can do in life, besides giving up.